I Miss You Sooo Much Grandma!!!
How i wish you were here beside me. Talking to me.
Sooo much things has happened when you gone. I hope you doing really well in there .
haish. I still remember those moments when you stay with us. I really miss you. No other word can describe how much i miss you!
Tomorrow will be your 2 years .
Grandma.. i’m really sorry for what i have done. I have try to be a good daughter. I dunt want to upset mom. BUt it seems that what i do, everything goes wrong. haish. ya.. silly me for doing that. i noe that.
I will never ever forget you grandma!! You will always be in my heart!! :(
Tired .. Tired ..
Tomorrow , going out with him . Hopefully there will be no arguments between us . Kalau tak .. haiz .. Tuhan saje je laa tahu .
I dunt know what should i wear ??? Argh ! Fed up seyy mcm gini !!
Nak kene cari baju at very last minutes . I dunt like ! What can i do .. Nak keluar nyerr pasal sanggup cari …
Mommy , im going out tomorrow with him . Please dunt disturb me tomorrow . Dunt irritated me with your call or msg . For once , I want to go out in peace ! hahaha .
Boleh ehh gitu ??
Irritating uhh ni manusia ~ manusia . Sedih salah ?? Happy salah ?? Haish . Sot siaa otak .
Pergy flood fb aku ngn comment ~ comment merepek korang . Irritating gler siaa korang !
Throw that kind of mindset . Is it wrong for me to be ” Friends” with him ??
Tak kan .. So ??
Haiz .. Ni laa lumrah hidup manusia .. Suke sangat fikir bukan ~ bukan . Bingit !
Hmm .. Now , people start to have this mindset that i’m with him . I told them . But drg tk percaye . Haiz . ..
What the hell ! Now , i’m not thinking about that . I duwan to be in relationship . Dah terlalu cukup for now . Please guyz .. Stop it !
Waiting for the right time ?? Hmm .. Up to you . Hopefully , what will happen .. That the best for us . :)
Pray dear . ;)
Now , still thinking .. Not about relationship but my studies . Should i continue ??
I guess not . Memang laa .. It is good to continue for my future . But for what to continue if i dunt have interest in it RIGHT ??
Soo .. After Nlevel .. I will be working . Start saving !
Fixed deposit for my future ! heheh ! :)
That is the best way . ..
2 Years later .. Then .. Happily Married ! hahaha .. *crazy*
Damn tired . . :(
Tomorrow , celebrate racial harmony .. ARGH ! Problem !! dunnoe what to wear ??
Guess what ?? Although celebrate Racial Harmony ..
Timetable as per NORMAL ! WTH ! Dah pakai lawa ~ lawa abeh bwk school bag ??
Like duhh … Buruk gler seyy !!
Myb i’m not going . Macam malas plak . Hmm ..
My whole body cramp . Dhla jalan mcm ape ..
Haha .. Lindah .. Lindah .. What telah happen to you ??
Kecoh gler .. So now , let me decide about tomorrow .. Should i go or not ??
I’m bored . So i write about you . Haha . Tkde keje . So here we go .
Nurazhar Bin Zaine , You are a nice guy . I’m so grateful to know you n to have you in my life . Thanks for the love and everything . I dun hate you at all and even if i try to hate you , i can’t , coz i know i still love you . Is it true selepas satu hubungan itu , pasangan akan jadi musuh ?? I dun think soo . At first memang . It is really hard for me to be friends with you . But when i think , for what to be enemies ?? I will gain nothing in the end ?? And even for what i want to be enemies sedangkan i know that i love you sooo much ?? Do something with your heart , listen to your heart not others . Others may advice but you the one who lead your life .I know , I been hurting you all this while . I’m really sorry . I didn’t meant to . Yesterday , when you text me . I’m really happy that at least i know you still think of me . Still remember the memories we had . And of coz . I do really ~ really miss you . But what can i do too ?? Nothing can i do . As you said , One day if we meant to be together . Insyallah ! we will mit again . Now , Biarlah TUHAN menentukan:)
Hopefully you lead a happy life . And if i’m not wrong . Tomorrow is 19 july . One month to go !! Haha . Sabar bnyk~bnyk . Everything will end soon and please after dh bukak tagging dun do something stupid . Remember ! You still under probation . And ya .. I still keep your pictures . If you want them . Tell me kaay . :)
